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Episode 18
He really is a bad person.
How can he give up on his life?
I emptied my emotions to come here but how can he make feel this pathetic?
What are we going to do? What are we going to do with Lee Soo Hwan?
This is the end for you. It's enough now.
Are you Lee Soo Hwan's family?
Yes.
Let's have a talk.
I wasn't able to cure him but he won't be able to last a minute in this current condition.
If he gets surgery, we can at least prolong his life.
The family members should try to convince him.
Talk.
What did he say? Did you go to him?
I did but he's not there.
If he's not there shouldn't you find him and make him get surgery?
Kang Joo Ran. Why are you doing this to me?
What relationship do I have with him?
Stop doing this to me.
I told you before that you have responsibility now.
Isn't it time for that to end?
Why should I feel responsible for him dying?
You convince him. You convince to get surgery or you won't be able to live.
Stop it please.
I can't stop it. You'll be able to get rid of the guilt of meeting him when you save him.
Go save Lee Soo Hwan.
What did the doctor say?
Even with surgery he doesn't have much time.
But he still has to have it.
I'll convince him to get the surgery.
Let me have my phone.
The phone is turned off so you're being directed to voicemail.
Lee Soo Hwan, where are you? Meet with me and...
Why are you pleading with him? Why are you acting like you're guilty?
I told you I would convince him to have the surgery.
Don't concern yourself with his matters. I'll take care of it.
Let's go.
Yong Gi.
How can I ignore the fact that someone is dying?
You know that I don't feel at peace about this.
Yong Gi, I'll find him and talk to him.
Yes, I understand what you're feeling. I understand.
But do you understand me? Do you know how I feel right now?
You know what the hardest thing for me is?
You.
The look on your face.
That's why I'm not going to make things more difficult for you.
I'm not going to just watch you have a hard time.
So from this point on, erase yourself of Lee Soo Hwan.
Have some soju with me.
Let In Jung do what she wants to do.
I know that this is about a man's pride.
Of course you must be frustrated from watching the woman you love be stressed over her ex-boyfriend dying.
But Yong Gi...
a person is dying.
You have to let them go with a clear conscience.
That's how the living won't regret.
Let those two clear it out. That's how In Jung will be more peaceful.
I don't know what's best for In Jung.
Even if I hate him, it's good that he'll be alive.
Even if we don't keep in touch, if we don't meet, he has to be alive so I can talk badly about him.
Come here my Mi So,
Why does my Mi So keep waking up in the middle of the night?
I dreamt of daddy!
In my dream we held hands and went running.
Is that so?
I'm sad with daddy.
We miss him so much but he must not miss us.
That's not true. Daddy calls and says he misses you.
It's just that he always calls when you're sleeping.
Then you should wake me!
Next time, I'll wake you.
Then mommy, since we're awake let's call daddy.
The phone is turned off so you are being transferred to voicemail.
He must be sleeping now.
Mi So, go sleep in grandma's room.
Uncle, mommy was crying because she misses daddy.
I miss him a lot too.
Mi So hurry to grandma's room.
Okay.
come and sit down. Let's talk.
Let's stop talking about the same thing.
Get out.
Listen to me.
- Get out! - I can't get out!
You think I want to talk about the same thing again?
You think my pride isn't hurt over this?
She's the only one who can convince him.
That's why I put out everything and asked her.
I'll make sure he gets the surgery.
How will you get him to get the surgery?
Even as he's dying, he was calling In Jung so how will you?
I will, I will do it! So stop bothering In Jung.
I'll never do that, never!
Stop being stubborn!
Stop harassing her over Lee Soo Hwan's surgery.
The reason he doesn't love you is your fault.
What?
Think about why he doesn't call your name even while he's dying.
If father were alive, you wouldn't have said that last thing right?
She fainted from the shock of being stressed.
She needs to stay absolutely stable and calm.
Both of your stubbornness is the same.
Mi So, your mommy's okay.
Uncle, is my mommy really okay?
You haven't slept yet?
How could you sleep at this point.
Unni, I emptied my heart and went to find him.
Only you would go. Who else would go?
It wasn't easy going.
Why? He won't get surgery?
He disappeared.
What kind of person is that stubborn? This is his life.
But In Jung, if there's no hope, he can be like that.
This isn't just his life. He shouldn't hurt those who are left.
If he's really sorry then he shouldn't give up on his life.
It's really sad for him too.
You haven't heard from him?
If you hear from him let me know.
I've already contacted the hospitals and hotels to do the same.
Do you think you'll be able to find a person who wants to be hidden?
I still need to try.
Okay. You find him. Find him and make him get surgery.
I will.
Where could he be hiding?
I came to bring my grievances to you.
I respected you and depended on you and hated you.
I came because I was reminded of you.
They say I'm dying.
I never knew I'd die this sadly.
Honestly, I'm scared.
I want to live so much I'm scared.
How big was my sin that I have to die like this?
I'm bitter.
I'm so bitter and resentful.
I don't want to die like this.
Soo Hwan, a man should know when to let go of what's not going to work out.
Holding on to it with regrets is something he shouldn't do.
Yes?
He's lost consciousness? Yes. I understand.
Are you going out?
Get the car and cancel all of today's plans.
What's going on?
- Meetings are starting soon, where are you going? - I cancelled them all.
The president hasn't arrived yet?
He did but he left.
Judging from his face, it looked really urgent.
Yeah, it looked really urgent.
Is it really serious with him?
I need to go to find out the specifics.
I'll call you when I know what's going on.
Is it really serious?
Did Na In Jung come to work or not.
Why?
Tell her to come to the hospital immediately.
You need to recover first. Where are you going with your body like this?
You're going to faint again.
Unni, are you sick?
Joo Ran, Joo Ran!
- Hello? - Wake up, wake up!
- Unni, Unni, hello? - Joo Ran, Joo Ran!
Things are going to get really complicated for Na In Jung.
In Jung, In Jung, In Jung.
Call me when he wakes up.
President,
can't you let him see Na In Jung at least once?
It's not your concern.
He's dying. We don't know how many days he has left.
Can't you grant him one last wish?
I'm going to make sure he gets surgery. Isn't that enough?
Na In Jung, Kang Joo Ran wanted me to tell you that Lee Soo Hwan is in critical condition and to hurry and come.
If you had any conscience at all, shouldn't go you?
Kang Joo Ran fainted because of you.
How many lives are you trying to ruin?
He's awake now.
My life is going a lot longer than I thought.
You don't think you'll have any regrets?
I would have to die to know.
Get the surgery. You have to get the surgery.
I want to choose my last path.
Why are you so important that you can't throw away your pride even in death?
That's why I'm Lee Soo Hwan.
Yong Gi, do you want to go night fishing with me?
Hello..
Did you do something wrong? Why are you avoiding me?
I didn't do anything wrong but something's happened.
Na In Jung is crying.
Why?
I'm not sure but she was crying so hard that she almost made me cry.
Where is she?
On the stairs.
Why were you crying?
It's nothing.
Do you feel that badly for that girl?
You don't even treat me like I'm human.
It's enough so let's stop.
No, it's not enough.
Na In Jung, Lee Soo Hwan, Kang Yong Gi.
The scandal of the president, director and secretary. Isn't this good gossip for the reporters?
Lee Shin Young, why do you keep doing this?
It's hard isn't it?
It is.
I'm sure you'll find out when time goes by why your life is so difficult.
I don't need time to go by.
I know why. It's all because of me.
It's not because of anyone else.
That's why even if it's hard, I want to win.
Only if I win will everyone around me have some peace.
This destroyed youth. You finally figured out your place in life.
Let's go have dinner.
I have to go fishing. I promised to go with Lee Soo Hwan.
That's good.
You must be so excited.
So you won't be back for a while.
You even got to go on a honeymoon so I feel better now.
Okay, I'll come visit in Osaka.
Do you really think you'll be okay?
Stop worrying.
Can't I come with you?
We'll go together next time.
Let's go.
Okay. Let's try going.
How's your condition?
I'll tell you if I'm tired.
Should I turn it off?
Whatever you want.
This is awkward for me so how awkward must this be for you?
Now that I think about it, this is the first time we've shared our feelings.
We've always lived with our own thoughts so we never had the opportunity.
Did you bring the soju?
I'm a married man.
Why did you trick me? Why didn't you say anything? Why? Why?!
I loved you so much I had to trick you.
I would think "I have to tell her today"
but I thought I would miss you the next day and couldn't tell you.
I would decide to tell you the next day and then I couldn't.
We loved each other didn't we?
We can't break up.
We still love each other like crazy.
So what? You want me to throw away everything to live with you?
Ask me something I can do. Don't you realize I threw you away?
You throw me away like the way I threw you away.
If we're reborn, let's not meet each other.
You weren't sleeping.
You wanted to drink and then sleep?
I wasn't going to, but I think I have to.
Okay, I'm going to have a drink too.
It's ripened well.
In Jung, you understand Yong Gi right?
I feel the most badly towards him.
From his point of you, it makes sense that he wouldn't let you go.
He wants to protect the woman he loves.
But from what I see, I still think there's things to work out with him.
Talk to Yong Gi and talk to Lee Soo Hwan.
You and him have to have peace for you and Yong Gi to have peace.
When did you go fishing?
A long time ago.
I came with your father.
You might have more memories with father than I do.
That's only makes sense.
I was his partner at work and at home I played the son in your place.
But then I realized that I wasn't his son, but that I was playing son.
When we went fishing, he'd throw an extra line.
I used to think it was just an extra.
But it wasn't. It was in place of you.
After I realized that, I became sad and then turned a bit twisted.
It's enough to get twisted from. I would have been twisted too.
If you were me you would have stormed out.
Why did you endure it?
Then should I have thrown away the father whom I chose?
You feel sorry to me don't you?
Can I tell you thank you?
You endured a lot by being by father instead of me.
Then can I ask you a favor?
Don't break up.
Hold on to In Jung.
Don't worry.
You must have caught one.
This fish must want to live too.
Give me some soju.
Try not to.
Let's just have one glass.
How are you going to live from now on?
Are you worried that I'll run the company into the ground?
Of course I'm worried.
You were born with skill but you don't know how to hide your true feeling.
Then teach it to me.
I want to, but there's no time.
So get the surgery.
Get the surgery and buy some time and teach me.
You have a lot of things you regret. You need to fix those before.
The doctor said if you get the surgery you can buy some time.
Who knows, it could be a year, two, maybe ten.
It's not like Lee Soo Hwan to live in and out of hospitals.
I know that a person doesn't change even to their death,
but can't you change your mind? Are you really going to give up?
Yong Gi, there's no one else who wants to live more than I do.
Then why? Why are you giving up?
I'm not giving up.
I've just accepted it.
Only the person knows their true self. Living like that isn't living.
I can't live like that.
Let's talk about something else.
We meet again.
It was just the two of us before and again, it's just the two of us now.
Us two?
In Jung, they say there's someone you want to hold onto while living.
That person must be you.
There's no one else who wants to live more than I do.
I'm not giving up.
I've just accepted it.
Only the person knows their true self. Living like that isn't living.
Are you okay?
I'm okay.
I had a good dream for the first time in a long time.
What did you dream about?
The last dream of what I threw away.
Do you miss her?
Thanks for being open-minded.
I know how you're feeling.
No. You don't know.
Someone is looking for the woman I love.
He's calling her name on his deathbed.
DO you think that makes me feel good?
I didn't want to see your face change every time his name was said,
and I didn't want you to have to face him ever again.
Even as he dies I didn't want you to meet him.
So I tried everything to convince him.
But I didn't come for him. I came for you.
Because this is the only way to make you feel at peace.
Let's send him off peacefully.
I came here thinking of what to say but I don't know.
If there's anything you want to say, say it.
Thank you for coming.
Let's have a seat.
Sit.
In Jung.
We probably didn't love each other.
If a love starts out wrong, they say it's not love.
When I first met you, knowing our love was wrong, I continued to meet you.
So we didn't love each other.
You're right. Hating you was how I lived.
That's when I knew I didn't love you.
And when I started to forget you and start laughing and learning what love really was...
I did a lot of hateful things didn't I?
Yes, you did. I really hated you.
Get the surgery. Get the surgery and live.
I won't hate you now.
And while you're living, live while smiling.
You have to give your mom time to let you go.
You have to give your wife time to forgive you.
Let's go.
Stop making those around you cry.
Your life isn't just your own.
You tried to fix my hand because you felt sorry.
I feel like that now. That's real. Don't ignore my feelings.
They said the surgery is dangerous so don't irritate him.
I don't have any plans to.
What did you tell Mi So?
She's so precocious I just told her the plain facts.
That young girl has no parental luck.
I know. But after we adopted her, I used her as an excuse to go traveling.
He was busy, but he was good to our Mi So.
I think so too. He never smiled much, but he did when he saw her.
Mom, you're not going to go
Why would I go and make people feel uncomfortable?
I'm going to go to the temple and pray for him.
Mom, Yong Gi worked really hard trying to convince him.
He's taking the place of his father.
I'll call you when the surgery is over.
Mi So.
Daddy's sick.
I know.
Did you know I'm really sick?
Yes, Mommy told me and so she said not to cry in front of you.
Then why are you crying?
If I try not to, the tears come even more.
Then cry.
Daddy, you're not dying right?
Of course not. Why would I die?
That's a relief.
Then daddy, after the surgery you're coming home right?
You're not coming? You have another business trip?
Then when are you going to come?
It'll be a while. So you have to listen well to mommy.
If I listen to mommy well, will you come home faster?
Promise. I'll listen to mommy so hurry home.
You have to move to the surgery room.
In a minute.
Mi So, tell your mom to come in.
Mom, dad said to come.
Think of Mi So and don't drink too much.
I won't.
Whether I loved you or not, I felt secure with you nearby. But now I have to take care of her.
Do you wish I would live?
That's how I won't be bored. I have to bug you so I can have fun.
I'm sorry for saying what I did when I was drunk.
I didn't mean it when I said for you to die.
I know. You always say what you don't mean.
I didn't even get to say thank you to you.
If you want to hear me say thank you for living with me, make sure you live.
Thank you for living with a boring me.
We didn't really love each other.
Knowing your love is wrong means it's not really love.
I know you hid your heart trying to make me feel better.
Now put away your feelings for me.
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